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Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Thanks! for being blessed

July 16th. it has been officially 1year in 6SIR. Posted to b as an infantry solider even I didn't want to. I always keep in mind there is some reason behind things i need to learn here. this is how i carry on my way so far. anyway it is closer to ORD Soon. When I look back over pasy few year, And I think things over I can truly say that I’ve been blessed. no matter however i am weak, I m coping well with those obstacles, being tough, being tortured, being f., being blessed.  I thank to those who blesses me ,remembers me in prayer and my creator who gives me strength.

Friday, July 12, 2013

cherish the moment

serving 2years of army is very long . some think that this is a waste of time. Pls let's change our mind set into positive. Learn something from it. It will be a big lost,  if we get nothing within 2years. it is a big loser, if we do not have our defining moment. 
What is our defining moment.?
Cherish your buddies. 
Cherish your time.
cherish the moment where your are in.

"The Voice of Truth on the Good Friday night"

This is about my Good Friday night event.. i heard a voice. i couldn't understand where it came from. I could not control myself..when the God dominant on me. I cried out and I was unconscious until the end of the service. He Totally set me free.
I wrote down something here about what I felt on that night. 

March 31, 2013 at 3:10pm

" I hear a voice 
from the deepest in my heart
It is friendly
speaks to me softly 
That's " I love you"

I hear a voice
Do not be afraid
come to me 
I will save you

I hear a voice
empty your heart
open your door
enter in ...enter in,,
want to join you..

I hear a voice 
Tells me adifferent stories
reveals my sins
confess.. confess ..confess..
forgiveness and freedom for you here.. take it

I saw a man 
with a shining dress
a pair of hand 
Hug me gently
Hold me tightly
a beautiful touch
healing fall upon me..

gentle.. my heart...

I hear a whispery voice 
That makes me so sweet
calls me dear son
"I love you .. I love you"
like no one else..
have deep sleep.. my son 
He heals my wounds
and set me free."

by AMOS

" To A Friend Who Would Like to Taste Poem"

Today... i m chatting with my Uni friend in Myanmar. He composes a poem on the spot while we chatting. so impressive. i want to share u guys. feel it > ;)
 April 1, 2013 at 11:45am

"Poem is the gift from God
 Poem is the song of Nature
 Poem is the knife of the Holy Men
 Poem is the angle of yor heart
 Poem is the pen of the earth and the sky
 Compose thy glory
 Compose thy fame
 Compose thy greatness
 That means you have seen God's heart
 That means you have seen God's wish
 That means you have seen what God wants you to see"

by UKKA

Part of my life in SAF(singapore armed forces)

My life has been changed since I enlisted. last time, I was a very quiet person. I never talk to a stranger. But Army teaches me a lot of things. Not only about military knowledge but also about how to interact with a person, How to make a friend. And i have learned alot of thing which I do not know.
Such as::
• Adopt a positive perception
• Build up physical stamina
• Develop good working attitude and habits
• Overcome psychological stress
• Adopt teamwork spirit
• Learn to be independent
• Set realistic expectations
and so and so....!!!

living with different people. speaking with different language, different idea. i find that i have many opportunities to absorb the different cultures—during training, eating, chatting or just seeing and listening. Take these opportunities and learn from people around me , i have a much better appreciation of Singapore’s cultural diversity.

Now I turn to my buddies. most of my platoon mates are very friendly guys. They seem like joker. Sometime they do funny things and joke around. that makes me laugh. Because of their joke I m very relieved from the stress , toughness training. however we are joking, doing funny things around, but we take very serious when we doing training ex. the more i stay together with them, the more I know about them. 
I also become the one of them, joker. Joke the people without intensionally. but sometime it is a good way when we feel stress. but sometime i realize that it is a bad habit. However we feel shag , we find a way to b happy through pressure. 

this is a part of my current army life story. Sorry for my some grammatical errors ..

Run away

NS took away most of my time &freedom,
making me so tired every single day. but I m trying to cope with the stress I face as well as fighting with the fatigue that training left me with. I m learning and trying to be a good guy and to understand the ppl around me. I wish someone could understand me and cheer me up when I m down.. haha.. it'd b a forbidden one. I don't have much time for myself, beloved,my family, friends. as a human sometime, when I m in something esp NS , I tend to only see my own sufferings and sacrifices & forget about everyone else who also love and cares about me. 

most of my book out day, go straight home and spend the time with the computer and iPhone . either sleeping or watching movies, playing game or doing sth else or go to church alone. 
sometime feel lonely.. even can't pray, can't read the bible. and felt resentment my own. ummm some ppl run away from me so far. even never give me a chance to try again.
all my resentment turned out into a poem. but My God never run a way from me. even He is chasing after me. finally i found out the problem. i am the problem my own.I only one run way from Him and ppl who love and cares about me :) :(

Thursday, July 11, 2013

လွေသာမနက္ျဖန္မွာ..

မညီညာတဲ႔ အနိမ့္အျမင့္ ေတြကို
ညိွယူဖို႔ ငါၾကိဳးစားခဲ့တယ္.
ဒီဒဏ္ရာမ်ား က လြတ္ဖို႔ ေတာင္းဆုေခၽြမိခဲ့...
မရင္ဆိုင္ႏိုင္ရဲ ေပမယ့္.. ငါဟန္ေဆာင္ေကာင္းခဲ့ တယ္..
မျဖစ္ႏိုင္ေပ မယ့္ ေရွ႕ဆက္တိုိးခဲ့တယ္..
ယုံၾကည္ခ်က္တို႔ ေပ်ာက္ကြယ္... စိုးစိတ္ေတြနဲ႔ အနာဂါတ္ထဲ..။

မပူပါနဲ႔..
အျမဲပဲ ၾကိဳလင့္လို႔ေနတဲ့ ေမွ်ာ္လင့္ခ်က္ သစ္ေတြ နဲ႔
ငါ ေရွ႕ ဆက္ေနမယ္.. ။
ျပန္ႏိုး ထပါေတာ့ကြယ္..
မက္ခဲ့ တဲ့ အိမ္မက္ေဟာင္းရဲ႕ အရိပ္ေတြ ေန၀င္ ပါေစေတာ့ကြယ္...
လွေသာ မနက္ျဖန္ရဲ႕ ေအာင္ျမင္ခ်င္းေတြက
မင္းကို ၾကိဳေန တယ္
ကမၻာၾကီးရဲ႔ တေနရာရာ မွာမင္းအတြက္ တေနရာေတာ့ ရွိမွာပဲ
ခံယူခ်က္တို႔ မယိမ္းယိုင္ပဲ..လာပါ အရႈံး မေပးပဲ
ၾကိဳးစားေက်ာ္ျဖတ္သြားမယ္...။

မပူပါနဲ႔....
မင္းျပန္ႏုိးထပါေတာ့... ျပန္ႏိုးထပါေတာ့....
မင္းရဲ႕ အိမ္မက္သစ္ေတြ ကို ေနမ၀င္ ေစနဲ႔ ေတာ့..
အျမဲအားတင္းရင္းနဲ႔..လွမ္းလာခဲ့ ပါ..
လွေသာမနက္ ျဖန္ရဲ႕
ေအာင္ျမင္ခ်င္းကို...ပိုင္ဆိုင္လုိက္ ပါေတာ့ ။